Mommy Guilt

I generally try to stay positive throughout all our journeys but sometimes you just need to cry a little. Today was one of those days. I quit nursing a few weeks ago even though Maverick still very much was interested. If I hadn't, would he be at home, sleeping down the hall from me?  I know Maverick isn't critically ill but it still just breaks my heart to see him without his spunk.  

We are on night 4 at the hospital- he's gotten plenty of fluids, iron through the IV, a bowel clean out (not a pleasant few hours 😞), feedings via ng tube. And he still doesn't seem too interested in drinking from a bottle. Josh has gotten him to take a few ounces but not enough to remove the ng tube. I think he'll be discharged tomorrow which is good but we still need to find a way to get him to eat and drink on his own.  Otherwise we are talking about surgery to put in a g tube. We've cancelled our trip to Iowa and will lay low this holiday weekend.   I think I know someone who will snuggle with me❤️....

Bottle Strike

Over the weekend, Maverick decided to refuse drinking a bottle. We managed to get almost 15 ounces in him throughout the day on Sat but just 3 ounces on Sunday morning had me quite worried by evening. I brought him in to the ER for dehydration, knowing they'd be able to get some fluids in him. He puzzled the Drs some as he had no fever and his lab work didn't indicate any infection. They decided to admit him to make sure we get him well hydrated, his iron levels up and back on the eating path.  We spent the day snuggling and napping and did see some perk come back.      

Josh is staying with little boy tonight while I get some rest in a real bed.  I'm not sure when we'll get discharged as it very much depends on Maverick drinking from a bottle.  Fingers crossed for a good night!!

Sneak a peek Pictures!

Love these pictures that represent what Maverick and I went through in Feb 2015 

 

 

 

Foot Attire

Here is Mavericks new AFO!  He got this back in February and will get a left one this week so that he can begin to work on weight bearing exercises.